KOSONG? MUNGKIN BESOK!

BEYONCE-Listen

Listen, to the song here in my heart

A melody I start but can’t complete
Listen, to the sound from deep within
It’s only beginning to find release

Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you won’t
Listen…

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I’m not at home in my own home
And I’ve tried and tried to say what’s on my mind
You should have known

Ooh, now I’m done believing you
You don’t know what I’m feeling
I’m more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened, there is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Ooh, I’m screaming out, and my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside or words
Into your own all 'cause you won’t
Listen…

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I’m not at home in my own home
And I’ve tried and tried to say what’s on my mind
You should have known

Ooh, now I’m done believing you
You don’t know what I’m feeling
I’m more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

I don’t know where I belong
But I’ll be moving on
If you don’t, If you won’t
Ooohhh....
Listen, to the song here in my heart
A melody I’ve started but I will complete

Ooh, Now I’m done believing you
You don’t know what I’m feeling
I’m more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own, my own

ENTAHLAH~

Menunggu adalah hal yang paling membosankan bagiku. Apalagi sampai membuang-buang waktu dengan percuma dan ternyata yang di tunggu tak kunjung datang. Aku tau pasti semua orang tidak menyukai kegiatan ini dan enggan  melakukan hal seperti ini.

          Tapi, entah mengapa setelah aku mengenalmu, aku mulai menyukai kegiatan menunggu. mungkin karena kamu yang pintar membuat hal ini menyenangkan bagiku, atau mungkin…… aku yang terlalu gampang dibodohi olehmu? ENTAHLAH!

JATUH CINTA DIAM-DIAM

        Semua orang pasti pernah mengalami hal ini. Jatuh cinta diam-diam. Ini memang hal yang sangat amat menyakitkan. Tapi terkadang ini adalah satu-satunya cara ketika aku tidak berani mengungkapkan perasaanku kepadanya. Hal yang sangat aku benci ketika aku jatuh cinta secara diam-diam adalah saat melihat dia bahagia karena orang lain, aku hanya bisa tersenyum dari kejauhan. Dan saat melihat dia menangis aku seperti orang bodoh yang tidak bisa berbuat apa-apa L

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          Hari ini aku “RIO” seorang siswa kelas 3 SMA. Sekarang memang sudah waktunya pulang tapi aku masih saja duduk di bawah pohon dekat taman sekolah. Tiba-tiba aku melihat wanita yang sejak kelas 1 SMA aku cintai sedang menangis di bangku taman sendirian. rasanya aku ingin sekali berlari kearahnya untuk menghapus air matanya dan memeluknya. Tapi itu hal yang mustahil. Karena tiba-tiba saja kekasihnya datang dan menghapus air matanya dan memeluknya dengan erat. Dan hal yang sangat menyakitkan adalah wanita yang aku cintai itu membalas pelukan  kekasihnya. Aku hanya bisa mematung menyaksikan adegan seperti itu. Yatuhaaaan hatiku rasanya seperti hancur berkeping-keping L

Kemudian kekasihnya yang bernama “Radit” itu berkata

“Sayang kamu kenapa nangis?”

“aku gapapa ko sayang aku cuma sedih aja ternyata kamu lupa sama tanggal jadian kita”  ucap rina (gadis yang aku cintai)

Kemudian Radit memberi Rina sebuah coklat dan boneka teddy bear sambil berkata “aku gabakalan lupa sama tanggal jadian kita sayang happy anniv ke 5bulan yaaa. Aku sayang kamu”

“aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa makasih sayang. Aku juga sayang sama kamu. Pulang yuk udah sore nih”  ucap rina sambil menggandeng tangan Alvin

          Tak terasa cairan hangat mengalir deras di kedua pipiku. Aku hanya bisa termenung dan menangis setelah melihat kejadian yang membuat hatiku hancur berkeping-keping. Bukannya aku lelaki yang cengeng tapi aku hanya tak kuat menahan ribuan butir air mata yang berlomba-lomba untuk keluar itu. Tiba-tiba sahabtku Alvin datang. Dengan secepat mungkin aku menghapus airmata ku.

          “eh elo vin, ada apa? Belom pulang?"

          “engga ri, belom lah gua daritadi nyariin lo”                                        

          “ hehe sorry gua lagi galau nih bro”        

          “ gileeeeee cowo tergalau keknya lo. Gara-gara rina lagi? “ tebak Alvin

Aku hanya mengangguk menanggapi tebakan Alvin yang memang benar

          “Udah ah jangan galau mulu lo ri ntar kesambet. Cabut yuk gua merinding nih. Udah sore banget tau ihh.” Ucap Alvin sambil memegang lehernya

Lagi-lagi aku hanya mengangguk pasrah.

          Sesampainya dirumah aku hanya terdiam di dalam kamar. Aku tak nafsu makan. Aku hanya memikirkan rina rina dan rina. Sebenarnya aku yang bodoh seandainya aku mengatakan yang sebenarnya kepada rina, mungkin aku dan rina bisa berpacaaaa…….. Ah!  tapi aku terlalu takut apabila rina menolakku & kemudian rina membenciku. Aku tidak mau hal itu terjadi. Sehingga sampai sekarang aku hanya bisa memendam perasaan ini. Meskipun aku tak satu kelas dengan rina tapi aku selalu mengetahui kebiasaan dia. Aku tahu dia sering pergi ke perpustakaan bersama dewi ketika jam pelajaran kosong. Aku tahu dia sering foto-foto di kelas. Aki tahu dia selalu memesan juice strawberry ketika di kantin. Dan aku tahu dia sangat menyukai warna pink.

CHRISTINA AGUILERA - Hurt

Seems like it was yesterday

When I saw your face

You told me how proud you were,

But I walked away

If only I knew what I know today

Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms

I would take the pain away

Thank you for all you've done

Forgive all your mistakes

There's nothing I wouldn't do

To hear your voice again

Sometimes I wanna call you

But I know you won't be there

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you

For everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside

But I won't admit

Sometimes I just wanna hide

'Cause it's you I miss

And it's so hard to say goodbye

When it comes to this, ooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?

Would you help understand?

Are you looking down upon me?

Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do

To have just one more chance

To look into your eyes

And see you looking back

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you

For everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself, oh

If I had just one more day

I would tell you how much that I've missed you

Since you've been away

Ooh, it's dangerous

It's so out of line

To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you

For everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself..

By hurting you

BRUNO MARS - Just The Way You Are

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they’re not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying
She’s so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don’t see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she’d let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She’s so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you’re searching for
Then just stay the same

So don’t even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are

MAROON 5 - Payphone

I'm at a payphone trying to call home

All of my change I spent on you

Where have the times gone

Baby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
Yeah, I, I know it's hard to remember

The people we used to beIt's even harder to picture

That you're not here next to me

You say it's too late to make it

But is it too late to try?

And in our time that you wasted

All of our bridges burned down
I've wasted my nights

You turned out the lights

Now I'm paralyzedStill stuck in that time when we called it love

But even the sun sets in paradise

i'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?

If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of sh*t
One more stupid love song I'll be sick

You turned your back on tomorrow
Cause you forgot yesterday
I gave you my love to borrow
But just gave it away
You can't expect me to be fine
I don't expect you to care
I know I've said it before
But all of our bridges burned down

I've wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?

If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of sh*t
One more stupid love song I'll be sick

Now I'm at a payphone....

Man work that sh*t
I'll be out spending all this money while you sitting round
Wondering why it wasn't you who came up from nothing
Made it from the bottom
Now when you see me I'm stunning
And all of my cars start with the push up a button
Telling me the chances I blew up or whatever you call it
Switched the number to my phone

So you never could call it
Don't need my name on my show
You can tell it I'm ballin'
Swish, what a shame could have got picked
Had a really good game but you missed your last shot
So you talk about who you see at the top
Or what you could've saw
But sad to say it's over for
Phantom pulled up valet open doors
Wiz like go away, got what you was looking for
Now ask me who they want
So you can go and take that little piece of sh*t with you

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?

If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of sh*t
One more stupid love song I'll be sick

Now I'm at a payphone....